if only he knew my teardrops,
everytime he wasnt there, but tried to care,
i cry silently, pretending to be mature and understanding.
was i asking for too much? or was he jz not giving enuf ..
have i tot of the other way, yes, i wasnt giving enuf, i wasnt loving enuf.
if only my emotions hadnt vanquish my sensitivity, my tears wouldnt be there,
if only i would be more patient, it wudnt hv happen. but it did, for the reason i could not bear.. never give up.. have faith.. trust love. there wasnt a choice, but i had to stare at those words.. thinking, pondering... its wasnt a mistake getting together. but a blessing in disguise.
im still waiting for the butterfly.
patiently.
regardless of tears,
its worth every drop, to wait for the only 1 , who will alwz b there/ enuf of cries . its time to be mature my dear/. focusing on whats important.
to secure a future, we do our parts...... to do our best for each other.. | 
